Wednesday, June 28, 2006

wooo~ playboy

nth to say.. just wanna show off my playboy pic. budden too big. cannot upload. so sian.. -.-
off to phone..

J o h n . r e n

11:43 PM.x

hmm. it's now 2.31am. just came home from soccer n supper. watched brazil vs ghana at bb mac wif blythe, ly, jy n lip. hm. as usual brazil was on top form. 3 balls in e net sending ghanians packin their bag n munching bread(<--- jy said de) as they walk back from berlin to ghana. rofl.
hm. bb mac was full. kinda get hotter n hotter as e crowds came. lip was on winning streak. lucky boy. "pla-ta" at bukit timah was nice. surprisingly e place wasn't hot. although midnite, e place is still pack of hungry mouths. on e journey back, i tot of us(friends), i realli enjoyed every moment we spent together. but can tis go on n on? will we be still so close 10 yrs down e road? will be still be yelling vulgarities together at e tv screen cuz e player dunno how to kick? will we be meetin up very nite? alot alot.. i hope so.. life feels gd when u haf companions. how gd if we can pause time n nv grow up. lol. gd nite pple.

i love u, zhu.

J o h n . r e n

2:34 AM.x

Sunday, June 25, 2006

regrets

hm. it's kinda smoky nite. below my flat got a family burning hell notes.. e smoke kind of irritated my eyes. i'm typing wif an eye open. tots of sin whirl in my mind. tellin me bad omen. it's like watching a chicken slaughter helplessly. i regret for coming out for i see sin. stabbing my heart wif e air. a moment of anxiety, spelt e word bloodshed. i'm crossin my fingers for e rain to wash those blood. god bless.

gd nite

J o h n . r e n

11:45 PM.x

Saturday, June 24, 2006

mornin

morning everyone. very long nv so early wake up le.. well todae i'll be quite busy thus haf to wake up liao arbo later my mother goin to nag nag nag nag.. and endless nag. well ytd was great, although, we did nth much, budden e feeling wif old friends was just superb. no matter hw many times we said e jokes, it was still funny. times flies, pple change. but our friendship is always there solid n unmovable. =D argh. ytd nite was real terror, it was so hot, i had a lot of drinks.. once i came down from 913 i began to vomit. nth came out. all water.. lol.. great!!! feelin bettter. bathe n stuck on e bed.. early morning online jiu see blythe online. *thumbs up* u are almost godlike, no need to slp. omg. i can't stand it. *yawn* hm.. tis few daes been neglecting zhu, sry. tml k? i promise.
ehh, heerree nott teckk whhyye hoor.. lol.. take care pple

J o h n . r e n

11:49 AM.x

Thursday, June 22, 2006

just tired.

hm. i'm tired. every single thing.. so god damn tired.. just wanna share wif u all smth meaningful i read on papers:

Never test the depth of water with both feet.
If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.
if you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.
if u lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.
never ask a barber if he thinks you need a haircut.

and e most meaningful one:

To e world, you might be one person, but to one person, you might be the world.

*wink*

gd nite

J o h n . r e n

10:25 PM.x

just tired.

hm. i'm tired. every single thing.. so god damn tired.. just wanna share wif u all smth meaningful i read on papers:

Never test the depth of water with both feet.
If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.
if you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.
if u lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.
never ask a barber if he thinks you need a haircut.

and e most meaningful one:

To e world, you might be one person, but to one person, you might be the world.

*wink*

gd nite

J o h n . r e n

10:22 PM.x

just tired.

hm. i'm tired. every single thing.. so god damn tired.. just wanna share wif u all smth meaningful i read on papers:

Never test the depth of water with both feet.
If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments.
if you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.
if u lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.
never ask a barber if he thinks you need a haircut.

and e most meaningful one:

To e world, you might be one person, but to one person, you might be the world.

*wink*

gd nite

J o h n . r e n

10:18 PM.x

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

confusitua-tion

aww. borin dae. stay at home for e whole dae le.. later goin out wif lip n pyh for billard. pyh ask me need to ask others ma. i sae no. u might wonder why? i told him, if they wanna go out, they will call us de.. no need to call them, cuz even if they come, they will be late.. so wat for ask for trouble? i mean u pple see le might feel unhappy. but, haf u ever tot of it? i mean, it's fine to be late occasionally. budden late almost everytime? n pple can come in late w/o an apology, thinking it's totally ok to let pple wait for them. no matter how close a relationship is, i feel tat e respect for each other is e key to route of everlasting friendship or relationship. i just feel tat this cycle is too selfish. so friends, i realli hope if next time if u all will be late to meet families or friends etc. pls tell them in advanced. e feeling to wait for pple isn't nice. i assure u. if we dun haf tis habit, hw are we goin to adapt to e workin environment when we step in? mutual trust, is what we share. mutual concern is what we give. if onli pple look more into everything, we wun be living in such a clinche earth. saddening but truth.
what we see might not be what we see. i hope pple reading tis entry wun be ending wif anger or complaints but nods of head.
take care my friends.

J o h n . r e n

6:39 PM.x

Monday, June 19, 2006

*yawn

hey pple. feelin so tired rite now.. oh yeah. I PASSED!!!! lol. hm finally.. so tired tis few days i oso dunno y. stupid korea. kick in 1 more ball like will die, eat so much kimchi dunno for what. fuckin koreans. ask da chang jing go kick football lar. ok ok. enuff of that.
watch slitters wif lip n zhu todae. it's gross. watch quite alot of movie recently.. -.- sian
slitters M-18 budden nth to see de.. o.O
everydae laze around. arghh.common test coming~~~ how how...
hmm.. can someone tell me some lame jokes pls?? k-o-o yi ma?
lol. cya pple

J o h n . r e n

7:38 PM.x

Saturday, June 17, 2006

!@#$%^

hmm.. just came home. now talkin on phone wif zhu.. todae went to watch silent hill wif jy n lip. argh, it sux. yes.. S-U-C-K. hmm. heard some stories from blythe. i hope it's just pure imagnation.. nth else. yeah. blythe da jie, dun worry, u'll be fine. concentrate on ur world cup betting ba.. lol
hmm.. actually plan to go swimming, budden last minute so many pple not free. ly sister weddin dnner, yyh go back msia, cy cannot be contact, pyh at grandma hse and jy no bring trunks out. hm. nvm. next week lo.. recallin back maple, it indeed broaden my circle of friends. w/o maple, i wun meet celeste, and blythe da jie n my zhu etc. lol. fasincating huh? but of cuz dispute do happen when playing, but overall we gain more than what we lost rite.. blythe more of our nanny den da jie..LOL. blythe e babysister. =X
eh. i change my blog song to alex tu's song. wow. zhu sae:" i do." when i play e song to her. go figure out tis song title u all. =)
may all my brothers n blythe da jie to haf happiness always. *butterflies in stomach*

gd nitez pple.

J o h n . r e n

9:26 PM.x

recaps of fond memories~

hmm. i was lookin thru these screenshots. i posted a few memorable de.. hee..

hmm.. my weather.. ask blythe to sell us her bs. haha.

lol. screenshot taken wif blythe.

lol. tis pic is taken when we r 'young'
RSGL.INC

J o h n . r e n

1:40 PM.x

restless nite

hmm. it alr 2am plus in e morning. i can't sleep even tho i'm tired. well, i noe it sounds weird. budden it is e way. just finish watching channel 8 movie, nt bad la. just now went quite alot of places. blythe da jie brought us to some weird weird place to haf dinner. actually e food isn't tat bad lar. just tat maybe e spices smell too strong ba. shisha, ok lor.. actually i like e ambience there. just tat if e music is more romantic abit den better.. den went pass tat chicken street. steady.. all old chicken.. sian diao. after that went lim chu kang -.- yeah. cemetry. kaoz. so freaky dark.. shou bu liao.. da jie piao yi so fast at turns.. poor yyh.. SERVE U RITE. lol..
wish to get my hands on my driving license asap. god save me.. heart-pain.

pls, dun come near me. i'll fall.

J o h n . r e n

2:17 AM.x

Thursday, June 15, 2006

pressurized

it's just so tough. i can't breathe.. everything isn't rite. i noe i shldn't fail, but i fail. tis isn't e way i wan. it's onli simple questions, i can't answer. shivering hands. shattered heart. things aren't e way they are supposed to be. guess i'm e world most dumb dumb person. even a grandma can do better than me 0.O

projects drivin me nuts, i noe i got no one to blame. all cuz of my laziness. but... haiz. i miss those words.. e promises were once again proven meant to be broken. if onli human invented a brain-washer then can only that away e dark hole of my mind.

e onli support i haf is my exhausted soul, dying of thirst one dae...

J o h n . r e n

8:20 PM.x

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

stupid world cup!!!!!

hmm. ytd was quite nice. went library wif zhu n jy.. studied 2 chapter plus on INSE. den taught zhu chemistry n e-maths. hmm. e-maths hai hao lar.. chemistry jiu abit jia lat. budden at least i tried. i din give up =D and i noe LY now surely laughing at me de. oi ben de, u dun laugh so much, ur O lvl e-math same grade as me hor. stupid.. u from A1 de drop to B3, me from E8 de push to B3.. dun laugh so much.
later in e nite, met up wif brothers n blythe.. wow, she admit she is ben long yun.. hm. ben ling yuet sounds weird weird. i prefer ben longyun.. well. this 2 enjoyin ben-ing each other.. hmm.. watched world cup at yyh hse. fucking france n swiss, all they need is to score 1 goal each n i win money.. but they fucking stupid.. lip sae his grandma can kick better than them.. -.-
lip de jokes tok-kong.. ar. so sian. later goin to sapd liao. haiz.. css stylesheet n javascript is drivin me nuts..

joke of e dae:
Blythe: yyh, how come ur shirt got print your name?
YYH: my mother sae shirt print my name den wun lost..
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J o h n . r e n

11:05 AM.x

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

so so

so sian... todae Juz-B out.. i oso dun understand hw come snoopy can go in. *puzzled* i can't understand a single shyt tat 'andy lau' is singing lor. hm. a chinese singer cannot sing properly budden a malay singer trying to pronounce it as clear as they can yet disqualify. well. maybe guan yin ma is stronger than allah. lol. *jus kiddin* hmm.. style? not my type ba..
feelin damn hungry now.. lol. blythe finally got e meaning of bly..haha. cool huh. suits u.. *bleah*
todae went gelare sit down rot.. hmm.. some fond memories whirl in my mind. well. it's over. *pwoof* it's gone. lalalala.
USA vs czech republic. hope USA will win.. den i got abit of spare money. hmmm.. c'mon, USA kick their ass hard..
todae n tml oso wif zhu =D see, i so good leh.. hmm.. kinda sleepy rite now.. dunno what to blog oso. ok. let me ask u all an IQ question ba.. there are 4 criminals dying liao. den e judge gives them each a chance to survive. they must guess the color of e hat they are wearing.. no, they can't speak or turn up n see.. they are sitting litdat -->
A IIII B C D. The IIII is a hard wall. cannot see thru de.. then A face e wall alone. A cannot see B C D. hm. B C D face e wall in a straight file, juz like queueing up. meaning B cannot see C, budden C can see B ,and D can see both C n B. they noe that there are 4 hats. 2 black n 2 white. A n B wear black, C n D wear white. here's e question: whu will noe e color of their hat? heex. post ur answer n reason in tagboard.

nitez pple

J o h n . r e n

12:08 AM.x

Monday, June 12, 2006

*yawnz*

hmm.. hao lei hao lei wor.. now alr 1.05am le. just finish a game of dotA. always lose de. tmd
tml haf to go bbdc again. haiz. so sian.. meaning tml haf to wake up early.. arghh.. bloggin isn't gay, longyun. it's jus a diary. u no lifer. next time u wanan recall back ur past u oso cannot. see u envy pple ma. no will one laugh at u for creatin a blog.. stop hidin in ur shell, c'mon. e whole world is bloggin. u blur cock.

oh yeah. just now got quite alot of friends kena tat new msn *virus*. ohhh. it will tells u tat click on tis link *bla bla bla* to see your pictures on myspace.. well. dun click it. or else u will regret. cuz it will auto send messages to all ur contact. floodin ur buffer. den hang ur pc. just in case anyone will did tat alr, tell me hw to cure it ok? so i can post it here n teach pple..

22 june, shiyang comin back le.. hee. *welcome* eh. dun 4get to invite us to ur hse to watch world cup.. lalalala. i oso dunno what to sae le. just feelin so god damn tired.

oh yeah. blythe, ur students chio? i think lip might wan. LOL

zhu, i'll try my best to make time for ya k?

gd nitez pple.

J o h n . r e n

1:08 AM.x

Sunday, June 11, 2006

boring sundae~

eh. it's another sundae. went temple early tis morning. den went queenstown eat chickren rice. nice. hmm.. now at home zuo boh.. alot of hwk to be done. i now left 2.. which kind souls can send me their work to copy *prayin*
i'm feelin bad. i'm in e dark.. but maybe it's fate? times changed. B change alot.
hmm.. pple out there no need to guess whu B is. cuz u all dunno de. *shake fingers* not blythe. LOL

lalalala~ e-learning week. omg.. it's goin to rain.. rain rain go away, come again n another day.....

J o h n . r e n

1:42 PM.x

Saturday, June 10, 2006

afternoon pple~

hmm.. it's a saturdae afternoon. woke up tis morning to find e house surprisely empty. i tot we were suppose to go temple. weird. anyway i logon to BB got a small surprise. my VDG assigment was due ytd. LOL. so i rush out n submit. hopefully rachel will accept. *praying*
last nite world cup was so kayu. stupid ref. 2 xs offside lor.. stupid sia. yeah. sure his big name is goin to appear on e press todae.. it's raining now.. *di da di da* forgive me. i'm bored.
HAPPY BIRTHDAE ERICKO. lol. finally 18 le..
abit moody as usual, always feel tat way when i'm at home.. hao lei wor...
oh yeah. let u all see my new playboy bling bling
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chio ma~~

hm.. below is a pic of a moth outside my house for 4 days liao.. nv die wor..
size of my 2 palms together. it's huge.. 0.O
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lol. cya guys.

J o h n . r e n

1:55 PM.x

Friday, June 09, 2006

-back

hmm. i'm back. world cup is starting in another 35min. but i got no mood.. dun ask y. just no mood. haiz. it feels so bad to be ignored n misunderstood. words can't xpress what i'm goin thru now.. talkin to zhu on e phone now.. she's my support.. thx her for always being wif me.. in 45min times is eric de birthdae. happy birthdae bro~
haven completed much of e-learnin hwk.. how dead can i be? very. lol
so sian n tired..

J o h n . r e n

11:18 PM.x

wootz~

wootz~ my blog is up again.. hmm.. all e below entries are all history. dun read them. cuz it is so so god damn old... hmm.. goin out soon. pple. leave ur comments at e tag board. thanks alot. i will blog when i come back home later.. =D
cya pple~

J o h n . r e n

9:35 PM.x

testin~

testin~ woohoo 1 2 3

J o h n . r e n

9:25 PM.x